The day our beautiful, innocent, joyful, loving little children find out Santa Claus is not real:
“OMG! I’m in a world full of liars? This is scary! I’m not safe!”
“OMG! I must be incredibly stupid for having fallen for this!”
This is magical? The day they realize they can't even trust their own parents? There is nothing magical about this. Double whammy! They've been traumatized and their self-esteem destroyed all in one shot! This is absolutely heartbreaking! This is the day they lose their innocence. There is absolutely nothing magical about this. We have been bamboozled!
The pharmaceutical companies own this country. This is psychological warfare at its finest intended to keep us broken and dependent on their drugs. How can you tell if you are in the middle of a PSYOP? (A psychological operation) You can tell when you say normal things to people like, “I don’t think we should be lying to children” and they look at you bewildered and confused and cannot even understand really what you are saying to them, it’s a PSYOP. It is brainwashing. We have been brainwashed to believe traumatizing and destroying our childrens’ self-esteem is magical.
I remember finding out Santa was not real and I was devastated. Then I told my daughters that he was not real and they didn't trust their own mother because the rest of the world was lying to them. This is magical? I met this Danish couple who told me that their daughter didn't speak to them for 3 weeks after finding out Santa Claus was not real. That is a very appropriate reaction to this psychotic nonsense. We are messing with our childrens' heads since the day they are born. This is not magical. This is psychological warfare intended to keep us empty and broken as a society so we purchase products and drugs and alcohol.
I know this tradition has spanned generations since the 1930s when that Coca-Cola commercial came out. I’m not really sure who is responsible but I can clearly see it was intentional and done by design to demoralize us as a society and watch us slowly destroy each other.
Take a look around… we are at each other’s throats, we have mass shootings, suicides, overdoses, depression, disorders, disease. We would simply not have all of these problems if we were not completely tricked into forgetting who we are…. beautiful, innocent, joyful, loving beings. I know Rome wasn’t built in a day, but putting an end to this tradition of mental and emotional abuse would be a good place to start.
And I promise you! It truly is a magical world and if you believe in yourself and stick to simple traditional values like honesty, kindness, empathy, compassion forgiveness, gratitude and generosity you can access it. Quantum Entanglement is not a theory, it is real and I have experienced it ten fold.
There are many people who discuss this miraculous quantum field including Joe Dispenza, Bruce Lipton, Wayne Dyer, Gary Zukav, Rhonda Byrne who wrote the Secret and many more. This is real and it is being hidden from us by religion and Santa Claus. It is time for some truth in this world. Everybody has some Jesus in them. The church wants you to believe in this delusion that God and Jesus are outside of you so you need the church to access them. Well God is this quantum field and Jesus just learned how to access it and Wow! Master it! Jesus was absolutely amazing. I haven't come near what he was able to accomplish but I sure have had some absolutely miraculous synchronicities in my life. We are being completely oppressed and made to feel like we are small and "less than." We are absolutely amazing powerful beings. We are using probably only 5% of our brain. I truly believe our supernatural abilities are limitless! It's time to accessing the rest of our brain and as long as this Santa Claus tradition continues, there is no way we're going to get there!
My story:
I have two beautiful daughters now 20 and 22. My first daughter read my mind at least a couple of times that I can recall. It was pretty mind blowing for me. We were sitting on our back deck playing with play-doh when she was about two years old. I was thinking in my head well maybe if I went out to the front deck and smoked a cigarette she wouldn’t notice. She immediately looked at me and said, “no mommy! If you go out there I will be mad at you!” And she pointed to the front door. Well you know I obviously went straight out to smoke a cigarette after that happened! Haha! Then, the other time I recall… I had just gotten off the phone with a friend making a play date to go to Quiet Waters Park on the following day. It was a Sunday. After I got off the phone, I was thinking in my head… oh wait is tomorrow Monday? I think it’s closed on Monday. Then my daughter said to me, “yes mommy, tomorrow is Monday. It’s closed.” Some other things happened but they are a bit too personal so I won’t mention them. But this is enough. She eventually stopped doing it because society was telling her that it wasn't acceptable.
So then my second daughter was born. I was sitting on our recliner breast feeding her and all of a sudden I felt like I just got shot in the middle of my forehead, I got thrown backwards, the whole chair flew back (it rocked back and forth if you didn’t have the footrest up). It shocked me! I thought, "what on earth just happened?" At that time, I had not heard about these chakras. I just recently learned about them. But now looking back on it, I’m sure that is what happened…. my third eye chakra blew.
So within a few days after this happened…. I saw so clearly and I was screaming at everyone! I was terrified! I believed I was in a world full of child molesters! I just saw all the manipulation and deception and it terrified me! I was screaming at everyone don’t lie to children! Don’t lie to children about Santa! I got thrown into a mental hospital and I believed I was in a world full of child molesters. That’s hell! When you have two little girls at home that you need to protect and you can clearly see all the deception and manipulation in the world they are living in, that’s hell! I truly considered grabbing them and jumping off a bridge. I suspect this is what they call “postpartum depression.” And the worst part of it all was that nobody seemed to care what I was going through…. they just didn’t like how I was behaving. No compassion. No kindness. I just was not behaving like a proper “robot” should I guess. When you open your third eye, I believe what happens is that you all of a sudden have an incredible amount of empathy. You can feel every back-handed comment and every disdainful glance. And this nastiness was everywhere!
My mind was probably racing and in torment for months and finally I said “God please help me! I can’t do this anymore!” Instantly, I felt a profound peace wash all over my body. I was on the phone with my friend, my daughter was in her bouncy seat and she instantly fell asleep, I walked across my living room and it felt like I was walking on air. I think if I had looked down, I may have been actually hovering over the floor…. It was that peaceful. I was so grateful. All my worries had just been taken away from me.
So now some really miraculous things started happening. I was obviously separated at this time. I wrote this paper entitled, “The Simple Guide to the Happy Functional Marriage.” I went to the West End Grill soon after writing this paper and had a beer at the bar. I met a gentleman there and I told him about this paper. He said, "I would like to read that paper." He handed me his card. I said, “Oh! Jack Costello, that’s my maiden name!” So I go home and email him the paper from my married name which is “Fink.” He called me soon after freaking out because his mother’s maiden name is “Fink.” I didn’t call him back. This was a major one but I was having all sorts of crazy things happening so I was just trying to keep my cool. I’d walk into a bar and be talking to someone and the jukebox would come on and the lyrics of the song were exactly what I just said. Things like that. The whole world was seeming to come alive all around me like some divine orchestration.
So I ended up getting divorced anyway because I could not get my traumatized husband to listen to anything I had to say. It is pretty impossible to get a traumatized person to hear you is what I have learned. So things settled down and I came back down to planet earth so to speak and spent the next 18 years or so raising my daughters. I had a few sychronicities happen during this time but nothing like what I had experienced before. There are no coincidences in this world.
Then I had this boyfriend who I adored break up with me. We were inseparable, best friends, never had an argument and as amazing as things could be by all accounts. We had been together just over a year. We were honestly probably drinking too much but other than that by all outward appearances, a pretty good relationship. Honestly, after having done so much inner work on myself since then, I don’t think you are capable of loving someone else until you fully love yourself. So he blindsided me out of the blue! My whole world shattered! Just like we are shattering our childrens’ worlds when they find out Santa Claus isn’t real! This is the second boyfriend who had done this to me, by the way, in a matter of about 5 years. Same thing, inseparable, best friends, never had an argument and bam! Blindsided! I’m guessing the first one was just to prepare me for the second though because the second one was super devastating! Divine plan? I’m not sure but I believe everything that has happened in my life led me to this conclusion of taking down the psychological warfare of Santa Claus. I’ve been to hell and back. Who else would have the courage?
So now the miraculous synchronicities started increasing again once I started building my self esteem back up. I’ll just name a few. I wrote, “The Roadmap for the Happy, Healthy and Prosperous Life” for my daughters and gave it to them. On the very same day, my daughter received her acceptance letter from the college she was hoping to get into and it was signed by “Elizabeth Costello.” That’s my name. Secondly, I bought tickets to see the “Psychic Comedian” at Rams Head in Annapolis. The very next day, I receive a call from the owner of Port Baltimore Comedy Club telling me he is looking for comedy space in Annapolis. I said where did you get my name? He said he googled “commercial agents Annapolis” and I’m the only name that came up. I’m a residential real estate agent. I’ve never been a commercial agent. Thirdly, my youngest daughter and I were going to visit colleges in New England on my birthday weekend (11/11). So right before we leave, I took a picture of a plaque I have with my favorite quote, “Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail.” - Ralph Waldo Emerson We check into our hotel room in Boston and were randomly given Room No. 1111 and my favorite quote was written in cursive above the bed. There were many more things like this that were happening, I would mention someone’s name and they would walk into the restaurant and many more synchronicities. But that’s enough for now I think. You get the gist.
“Spooky action at a distance” is a term that was coined by Albert Einstein to describe quantum entanglement and I obviously know exactly what he is talking about. We are all interconnected. It truly is a miraculous world and whoever designed this Santa Claus tradition knows it and wants to keep us confused and unable to see it. I promise you ending the mental and emotional abuse of our children will end most of the problems in our entire society. There are many authors and philosophers that discuss it including Carl Jung, Neville Goddard, Wayne Dyer, Bruce Lipton, Joe Dispenza, Rhonda Byrne who wrote the Secret.... the list is large. It's time to make this mainstream! Much love! Please join me in my courage and help me end this awful traumatizing tradition so we can unlock our magical world.
I have written a poem that is at the bottom of the website that it a beautiful guide on how to live your life to access the quantum field. The goal is to flow with the universe like the fish and the birds do. I have car magnets for sale and donations would of course be appreciated. I'm obviously trying to get this information out there all by myself because everybody else is terrified at the idea of taking down Santa Claus. I have big dreams of having transformation hospitals all over the country to naturally bring people back to whole by helping them let go of their limiting beliefs and building their self esteem. Let us please stop allowing the pharmaceutical companies to win. I look forward to a day where all these drugs become obsolete. Much love and blessings to you!
Please feel free to email me at santaisretiring@gmail.com.
